Your birthday. It’s hard to know what to say, much less what to feel, today. On a day that should be joyous, there is so much pain in my heart. And yet, even though the pain is deep, I cannot imagine nor would I ever desire a world in which you weren’t born. I’m a changed person because of you.
I’ve been broken. I’ve learned how much I need other people in my life.
I’ve been humbled. I’ve learned what it means to really love someone more than yourself.
I’ve been desperate. I’ve learned how much I need God’s healing power in my life.
So, on your birthday, I am thankful. I am thankful for you, for your life and for what I’ve learned through you.
Happy Birthday Gideon and Grace – I love you!
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It’s okay to cry. I’m wiping the tears away.
It’s okay to hurt. I’m mending your wounds.
It’s okay to be empty. I’m filling your heart.
Michele and Scott ~ You have been on my heart from the moment my eyes came open. I don’t have any words that will even do justice to your feelings. But, I did want you to know that I love you both and I am praying for you. I also love your children ~ All four of them. Happy Birthday Gideon and Grace. I pray that you are celebrating with Jesus today. I look forward to meeting you in glory.
Love and Prayers~
Becky Simon
Comment by Beck-Beck — February 11, 2007 @ 8:43 am
One of the experiences I’ve had on the internet that has touched my heart the deepest, if not THE deepest, is your sharing of your joy and sorrow related to Gideon and Grace. I’m so glad I saw your post on my blog and in return, clicked on the link back to yours on this very day. Scott and Michele, may you truly know God’s comfort in this moment as your thoughts rest with Gideon and Grace. Praying over your hearts this morning.
Blessings,
~Toni~
Comment by toni — February 11, 2007 @ 10:22 am
Dear Michele and Scott,
I am missing Gideon and Grace with you. Your story deeply touched me after my own loss. Praying for you both.
Sonia (HP)
Comment by Sonia — February 12, 2007 @ 5:42 am
I’m so glad I decided to see what’s up with you guys tonight. My heartfelt birthday wishes to your sweet first-borns!
Love,
Susie d.
Comment by Susie — February 12, 2007 @ 11:20 pm
We love you…
Comment by jennyonthespot — February 24, 2007 @ 10:16 am